Stuff on my mind

First of I would like to proudly announce Thrusday will be my last day at the K!!

After which I will start my new job on Monday!

Which consist of...

1. No weekend

2. No nights 1-7 baby!

3. Better pay. About 55-60 more a week

4. No rude and creepy customers

5. A whole lot of driving. I love driving

6. I can start finally caring about how I look and what I wear! Get to be cute again!

I'm so excited! I'm starting a new job as a nanny to a family in North Scottsdale. They have 2 twin 14 year olds and 3 triplet 12 year olds. Basically my job will be taking them to all their lessons and doing errands. I'll be making more and have about 10 less hours a week I have to work. And the best part is, I can finally start getting cute! This sounds wierd but when I work at circle K, I get all showered and nice but I just end up gross end of the day, like seriously circle K smells soooo bad.

Secondly, I have a bit of sad news. I have a serious love hate relationship with carbs. Like I love them, and they hate me..sad. Anyways so begining tomorrow Im cutting all ties with this heatbreaker. Yep, I'm planning on kicking my butt, with eating and in the gym. I've been loosing weight, I just need to make sure I do stay away from all the food bad for me. For sure

C. I Love my boyfriend. Like seriously he is amazing. I for reals laugh sooo much when I'm with him. Like he put me in tears tonight from laughing so much.

And Lastly. Thanks for everyone and thier nice comments and good advise. Its funny cause my mom was saying how she was suprised I wrote that on my blog for the world to see, and she said I really must be healing. I guess maybe talking about it is sort of healing. The thing is I've never really told anyone about what happened, I've told my best friend Michelle and Alex, not even my parents really knew. But I have never told anyone everything that happened. And I'm not sure I ever will. But I do know talking, or writing about it did make me feel a little relieved